The Past. I Cried.

Not because it was beautiful (beacuse it was) But because when Addison was with Derek, happiness beamed from her smile. That unfamiliar smile that I haven't seen since she was married. Watching this, I almost thought that Addison was a complete stranger and that's why I cried. I cried because at one point, Addison was happy and in love. I'm sick of this sad Addison. Turns out, she was happier in Seattle than she ever was in L.A. So why did Shonda say that Addison will find a second chance of happiness when really, she up and walked out on her second chance? It's confusing I know, but that's how Shonda works. She'll have us lingering on one thing while she's secretly changing everything else. She's a clever woman, who says that she doesn't ship and yet she's all for MerDer.